you are the one. 
i think of you when i go to sleep, i dream of you, and you are my first tought when i wake up, my all day is filled with thoughts of your soul, your look and your conversations. you do exist. you are in this world with me. you are not just a dream, despite you once were. i remember your eyes, i remember your hands, i remember your lips and i imagine everything else. i desire you. i want to kiss you, i want to hold your hand and walk on the beach. i want you inside me. i want your skin against mine. i want to feel your eyes penetrating my mind again, like before. i want you to hold me in your arms while i whisper in your hear. we may be apart now, but somehow, you live in my mind, you are part of me. i regret thinking of you as garanted before, i regret i didn't say «i love you» and i'm sorry. 
today, you R me.